2019-11-25

It's been 7 years...

since I first started using Hatena. 7 years doesnt sound like a long time but it sure feels like it. So much has happened in that time. Thinking about writing it all down here. I miss Hatena Haiku. I think about it often but I know nothing can be done. This is normal...

2015-01-28

Worldwide Hatena Haiku Goodbye

This is my, id:tuna_fish, goodbye to h.hatena.com and its members.
On February 16, 2012 I started going on Haiku because I needed something to do on the school computers. I didn’t know anything to go on but Flipnote and it was boring during school because all my friends were at school, too. So I explored Hatena and found this site called Haiku. The first person I met was id:HeroToCats and we talked for the first few days until I started going to Haiku at home. Then I met people like, Char and id:lunarFrost who introduced me and “welcomed” me to Haiku. Later I met people like id:LilOxtopus, id:tomitoistoasty, id:congraturaisins, id:Nikinaruto, id:Makalee1990, and so many more who I talked to for days on end. My main crew were Char, Sherly, and Lee. Dani and I talked a lot about Kingdom Hearts and she got me into Hetalia. id:NamezStarBird and id:I_Love_Jesus_7 you two were fun to chat with but I got Danica into Kagerou Project and that’s one of my biggest achievements on Haiku. PSi was is a best friend of mine. We joked a ton and pulled off all-nighters together but he was just the best to talk to. Dez was that person who was so cool and popular that I was too nervous to talk to at times and the same went for Buster (who for the longest time I believed was a girl). id:SemiDemiGoddess’s goats were my favorite pastime. It was cool to talk to her at times, too. id:Gabtraf, I always knew you existed but I was always too nervous to talk to you. id:Haine-chii you’re one of the great artists on Haiku that I wish I was but never achieved. Thanks for the art tips!! id:xXxLaprasFucker420xXx I can kind of remember when you were flipmastah (or something close) and we did chat a lot back in the day. You were one of the lucky ones that got to create stuff with Legos along with id:theREALbarrett who made guns out of them. id:Anti-J you’re really cool (trust me) and really fun to talk to, especially on your bike rides to town. id:KT202 my son!! Don’t leave me you’re much too young! We had great times together I hope we can still talk! id:dragonitetheconquerer I don’t think we talked much but I definitely remember you. id:Shelmet_Rocks I always thought you were cool for being able to video chat with people online but you’re still cool rock on Shelmet not the Pokemon. id:hammy_chan you changed a ton since I knew you before and that’s ok I just wasn’t expecting it. id:oscary I really appreciate everything you’ve done for me especially when everyone was bothering me.
Now to all the people I’ve gotten to know this year~
id:Noahkun's you’re just so fun to be around and just everything oh man you’re the biggest ball of energy and I’d hate to see you upset.
id:thearchduke I was always envious of your mass amount of knowledge and it’ll always bugged me but its good to know that we’re friends and I really hope we meet each other one day
id:DefinitelyNotBLesS I don’t get why people hate you. You’re pretty chill
id:Midmad best manipulator of words let me tell ya what. Marrowsky you’re just so awesome. I wish we could have been friends sooner but we all know its because you were a douche before. this is the best one man fan club I’ve ever manned hope we stay connected
id:Vishous89 its cool how you’re one of the very few new users that actually stayed. Also cool how we became fast friends. Thanks so much for putting up with me I don’t know how you did it but you did
id:Music4Ever you’re really cute and I wish I got to talk to you more
id:FREDFREDBRGER96 besides all the “getting high” stuff you’re an awesome person and it was definitely fun talking to you in those Skype calls
id:Pewdiepie I know we probably knew each other before but I didn’t really got to know you. Behinds all the poop you said to me I knew you were a nice guy and you actually care about people sorry for anything rude I said to you
id:jmh921 its pretty obvious you’ve been around for a while but I didn’t get to know you until now. Thanks for teaching me more about building computers I really appreciate it!
id:RamenNoodleTime I think I knew you for a while too but I don’t think we talked which sucks because we should be great friends!! ily don’t leave me Mia….
id:linkman456 I don’t know you that well but from what I know you’re an awesome person and its really fun talking to you man hope we can do it more often
id:paperluigi another new super cool user… who bailed out from time to time. I really like you wish you’d find a home here…
Honorable Mentions!!
id:Rosea-Fan
id:robot4ever
id:pokemon-fan
id:Togekiss97
id:blooberri bloo ily
id:Angrydarkman
id:hooheevee don’t be hard on yourself babes
id:theusername funny how I didn’t get to know you
id:laney you’re new too but I already like you
id:my_pantz you have this different perspective on things that gives out a strange aura and I think that’s noteworthy
id:star_0112 you’re beautiful
id:Snowowl adorable
id:sylveon
id:splashmaster
id:bunny34
id:vinachii you’re nicer than Haine
id:SprakehCantTakeItAnymore
id:sunnia
id:pantiechan fun while it lasted
id:Invisor cool artist
id:Hpcd I hope you’re ok you’re seriously an awesome person
id:HoodlumBerry thank you so much for keeping contact with me
id:rabbitwanter its amazing how much happiness you have in you
id:Mephanity8
id:pikachuwii CLOUD
id:Brawler610
id:unknown255 you’re cool and I’m gonna add your twin below because I feel obligated to do so
id:insert_username
id:stickboy_sucks
id:nessiejoe
id:princesstoadette
id:dragonsfire
id:Adam57
id:Carz
id:AirBorn
id:Cat444
id:iFailedYourLife
I think that’s all. Apologizes if I left you out I tried to get as much people as I can
It was a great joy being here. I’ll get over it after I cry a few times. Hope I see you all guys again. Honestly have no idea what I’d do without this place. I’d be a lost stupid soul. I’m happy that even though we live miles upon miles away I somehow have had a part of your life and that’s just amazing. Honored to be a part of this community.
Remember, you’re here forever. Enjoy your stay!
If you need me contact me anywhere here:
Facebook: Muna Saleh (/muna.saleh.75)
Twitter: @lunalovegreece
DeviantArt: LunaTunaFish
Gmail: lunalovegreece@gmail.com
Tumblr: LunaTunaFish
Line id: lunatunafish
YouTube: lunatunafish
Snapchat: munatunafish
Reddit: /u/fishtunaluna
Skype: live:lunatunafish
Ask.fm: @LunaTunaFish
Twitch: LunaTunaFish
re:Color: LunaTunaFish
If you want my number message me I guess
And I’ll be on JP Haiku

2014-11-30

The Shower Thought of November 29, 2014

(not sure how to start this but) This was on the topic of "weebs". idk it kinda irked me being called "filthy weeb trash". I used to just brush it off because, whatever, I've been called a weeb before and for reasons I can understand. I watch anime, I talk about it at times, and I've been practicing drawing it for years now. But this is the first time I've been called filthy weeb trash. I almost considered changing my lifestyle.

But this where it my thought comes in. I know it was just a small comment made online but I've been thinking about it ever since. Now I understand why people try not associate with the anime genre. They don't want to seem belittled by the people who believe that they're too good for it. And I can't blame them. After watching what everyone else has gone through they'd rather not have to go through the same thing and decid to stay away from it. (and this can go for many other things, too)

But I've been into anime for as long as I can remember. I started watching Yu-Gi-Oh and all the other animes aired on Saturday and Sunday cartoons. Then I went into Pokemon. But theres different types of anime. After watching Spirited Away I got hooked on movies produced by Studio Ghibli. They make amazing movies that really stick with you and make you want to be a child again.

I won't try to change anyone's mind or convince anyone of anything. Its just a thought. I'm open to discuss this with anyone who has the time.

P.S.
Requesting an apology from the person who did call me filthy weeb thrash.
:/

2014-10-06

Eid Al Adha 2014

Well at first it was usually. We all woke up, got dressed, then went to the masjid to pray. We got home and ate pancakes (yay). A few hours later someone knocks on the door. I answer and its some lady asking for my dad. I eaves drop and learn my dad hasn't been paying his car bills for a couple months so he got his car taken by the people who came. Luckily we still had our mini van so we can still go out.

I really wanted to meet my older sister that day so I sent her a text message asking her to tell her she should come over since (I thought) we were going to my grandma's home and its not far from she lives. Eh, long story short, we found out we were going to my uncle's house instead and she called up my uncle he said she can come over. My parents almost immedietly found out she was coming over since one of my cousins called them up. So mom flips out on me and my brother because she hates my sister (and she made it very clear of that). We went to my uncle's house anyway. As we were driving there I was on the verge of tears but I don't like crying in front of people so I tried stopping it. When we got to my uncle's house my sister wasn't there so I sat down and a little while later I excused myself to the bathroom and cried. I had to get out of there eventually because everyone had started eating and I couldn't stay in there too long otherwise people would ask about me.

I was basically sad since I had arrived.

After everyone ate we were ready to go out. The little kids were to go to Chuck E Cheese's and the older kids were to go to the movie theater. Everyone was ready to go but we waited a while. About an hour or so later I needed to excuse myself to the bathroom again. This time I let it all out. I sat on the floor and bawled. By the time I decided it was time to get out my eyes were red and putting on my glasses made it look worse. I figured if I looked down and avoided eye contact no one needed to know. So I get out of the bathroom and I hear my uncle talking to someone. I thought he was talking to his daughter about movie plans. When I turn the corner I see someone. They turn their head and its my older sister. I burst into a new set of tears and walk to the back of the house. My sister gets up and follows me. She tells me to stop crying otherwise she'll start crying but I can't. When I finally stop crying I turn to look at her and she was also crying. She asks me why I'm crying and I said I thought she wasn't going to come. I was so happy then. Like I can touch her and hug her.

The only thing that really sucked was how mom was acting. She was trying tk avoid my sister at all costs. Whatever though.

We talked a bit then we started heading to the movie theater. My uncle drove everyone to the dollar movie theaters and we watched Purge 2. But before the movie started there were the ads in the begining. One of them was for the Annabelle horror movie. My sister hates horror movies so she immediately got up and ran out. I followed her and we waited outside of the movie room until the ad was near its end. When we were walking back in the part where the doll falls to the floor near the door was on so I tried to save my sister by covering her eyes but it was too late.

The movie ended and we called my uncle so he could pick us up. We waited in the movie theaters and talked and took a bunch of photos and selfies until my uncle came. It was fun.

When we got home my dad wanted to talk to my sister so he took her upstairs and they talked for a while. When my dad came back down he said to get a cup of water to my sister because she was having a panic attack. I bolted up the stairs and found her on the floor sobbing and breathing fast and hard. My dad, uncle, cousin, and even mom came up to help her. It took a while to get her breathing normally and whe she was finally able to she wanted to just go home. No one wanted to her to drive home on her own so they offered her rides but she turned them all down. In the end she drove home but my uncle followed her (with her permission). I walked her to her car and hugged her. Before she left she told me "see you when you turn 18". We both chuckled and said good bye.

Regaurdless of the little epidemic that happened it was still a good day. My sister brought me some new shoes, knitting needles, and yarn. And I'm pretty sure mom hates my sister bit less. I loved seeing my sister. She brings me so much happiness and its a shame I kept away from her for so long.

2014-08-20

Children

Mom was telling to me about how she can't believe the parent's of my little sister's friend would let her go so far away from their house to the point where they can't see her from the house anymore. I had no choice but to listen to all this.

She told me that a few years ago someone was going around the neighborhoods in Ohio (I'm guessing Toledo because everyone says its not a very safe place) kidnapping little kids right off the side walks or from gas stations when parents leave their kids in the car while they go inside to pay. Its scary to think about. Like I'm 17 and sometimes when I'm on my own, walking around or riding my bike, I think "what is someone drives by and snags me?" and thats when I start freaking out because theres not that many people around where I live so it wouldn't be too hard for someone to do that and not get noticed right away.

But my street in general is pretty safe. Its a circle drive where theres a lot of farms around so we don't get that much traffic to begin with. I say about 90%- no more, maybe 95% of the traffic on my street is from people who live on the street. I could probably sleep on my front lawn and nothing would happen. Especially at night since theres only 2 street lamps here and not much light pollution. Uhm, not that I would do it but just sayin'...

Anyway, I've gone farther on my own in a city with tons more people and I've never been approched and nothing has ever happened to me so I don't worry about it thats much ha ha